Have You Ever

Have you ever wondered which hurts worst...

Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing and wishing you had? Sometimes the most important things to say are often times the hardest. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart. But if you dont, you might break theirs. Your heart decides whom it likes, and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. Your heart does things on its own, when you least suspect it, and even when you dont want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid. Afraid of what we dont know. Afraid of what others will think. Afraid of what will be found out about us. Every time we tell a lie the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks, and it requires you to jump from time to time. Dont be a person that has to look back and wonder what they would have had, or could have had. What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say goodbye? People live, and people also die. Express love when love is felt. There really is nothing to lose.

Christmas

Twas the night before Christmas. He was so worried indeed.
So see such a man so cold and in need.
Ten yards down on the bench to the right.
He thought about whether to just pass or do right.
He thought about Christmas. It was his annual treat.
Not so for the cold man with not a thing on his feet.
He saw the man shiver the closer he got.
Then he remembered the things that Jesus had taught.
"Do unto others as you would have done unto you."
He began to see the world from this mans own view.
He thought about how often people must walk on by.
Look, shake their head and give a slight sigh.
He thought of how hard during Christmas it must be,
For the man to be happy to any degree.
So he had a decision one yard from the man.
To do something for him. To do all that he can.
"Excuse me sir, I see you laying there.
Your feet are without shoes. I have an extra pair.
Your clothes appear dirty. Here's my jacket, it's yours.
Lets get you cleaned up and in from outdoors."
And so they walked together. One hundred yards from the house.
Where the worried young man lived with his spouse.
He opened the door and sat the man on a chair.
He brought him some food and offered a prayer.
"Please let us give to those less fortunate than we.
So that we can understand what Christmas really means."
Giving and sharing what you have with others.
Christmas is the time where others are brothers.

Rose

A relationship is like a rose.
How long it last, no one knows.
Love can erase an awful past.
Love can be yours, you'll see it last.
To feel that love; it makes you sigh.
To have it leave, you'd rather die.
You hope you've found that special rose.
Because you love and care for the one you chose.

Life

To see her in her element.
To know she loves just as you do.
Now you know she's Heaven sent.
She must be everything to you.
Because through the tears and through the years.
Through the blood, sweat and fears.
She has been there next to you.
Starting something. Starting new.
Love her with emotion.
Love her with soft touch.
This love can last forever.
This love you love so much.
So hold each other close.
Dont ever grow apart.
Work on the eternities,
From this blessed start.

To

To see her in all her beauty.
To know she loves just as I.
To hold her close and not let go.
To cuddle as we lie.
To live with this perfect one.
To know she's all I've ever dreampt.
To think this love was made in chance.
That dream I'm glad I kept.

Never Really Know

You never know who's up ahead.
Who's waiting in the wings.
Who's brief hello and simple smile,
Changes everything.
You never know who lies and waits
Beyond the distant bend.
First a stranger, than an acquiantance,
Then a lifelong friend.
You never know as the seconds pass
What fate has up its sleeve.
But there's comfort in the comfort
That we're where we're supposed to be.
You never know until that moment,
And thats so apropos.
That at any moment your life can change,
And you never really know.

Be Here Still

Love can last forever,
But firsts almost never do.
Other loves my be better,
But those chances are up to you.
If at first you dont succeed,
And if at first you do.
I think I need to plea and plea,
To get a chance from you.
But a chance to sit and wait it out,
And a chance to be a fill,
Is not what I have drempt about.
But I can be here still.

Insomnia

Sleepless nights. Occupying myself with thoughts and memories that were only once drempt.
These thoughts I have conjured long for their day to spring about. But I am scared for their consequences.
Since these thoughts have come to be, I've realized that love is not forever. I have also realized that people are not what they seem.
Still, my thoughts do their job to keep me up at night. Though I cant just ignore them, but merely keep them floating around.
These thoughts are now a nightmare to me. To know just what could happen. I dont like to think these thoughts.
Just a hint to know that these thoughts arent true would be a comfort to hear and see...

Typical

The time that we did meet
You were nice, you were sweet
But you decieve with smiles
Not knowing all the piles
Of tears that you have made
From those that you have played.
So to quench your thirst
My first cut bleeds the worst.
You'll drink and you'll begin
To plan the sin again.

Heart Gone Wild

It's nine o'clock and the Sun has set,
On the summers hottest day.
Roses have bloomed,
Although not their best season.
But I still give them away.
Red and yellow if that's the wish,
They'll be as beautiful as she.
All wrapped up or raw is she likes.
But thats not up to me.
The reds are for love,
To which she could readily express.
The yellow for friendship, ah friendship,
The she does vividly possess.
Feelings of what these flowers mean
Have all been carefully compiled.
Those feelings are of a lonely man,
With a heart gone wild.

Foolish But True

I wish that I could say exactly what's in my head.
But the words seem too foolish, so I write them instead.
I have something to tell you, I really want you to know.
Just how special you've become, as I've watched our friendship grow.
I used to worry about what to say, and if you'd judge my thoughts.
But since we've gotten closer, those insecurities were forgot.
I haven't really told you just what kind of difference you have made.
And I am really glad I met you, so very glad I played.
Just thinking of you brings a smile to my face.
And sharing things with you makes this feel like a safe place.
I hope it doesnt scare you that my feelings carry this weight.
I know it's so strange, but I have to get this straight.
Some people tough lives and never really know,
The strenght that is given when the heart can grow.
I am better now for knowing the girl you've shown me.
I'm wearing your smile, I wish you could see.
So though I may not say it,
Know these words they are for you.
A little foolish maybe,
Foolish but true.

Fate

The waves never end, they jsut keep going.
You meet someone spectacular, your fate not knowing.
This ecstatic feeling, tingling, running through your hands.
Knowing God could never put on this Earth a better woman.
Sooner or later you know it must end.
Life was never meant to be this grand.
Saying goodbye, but you never know.
You meet her again, bringing her face to a glow.
Coming back home, seeing friends, family and all.
Only thinking about her eyes, that now seem so far.
Not to hear from her for a very long time.
Not seeing or hearing her heart so kind.
The waves never end, they just keep going.
You meet someone spectacular, your fate not knowing.
Sooner or later the girl will come again.
For in your heart you know, she is your life long friend.

Realization

The nights are long.
The days so sad.
Not knowing what we lost.
Not knowing what we had.
I think of you for hours.
Your lips I just cant kiss.
You're the one that I want.
You're the one that I'd miss.
Although we talk of friendship,
I always think of love.
Hoping we could have more,
Than just a friendly shove.
You tell me of your problems,
I listen for open ears.
I'd like to tell you mine,
But I'll always have fears.

Suicide

All secret men are men soon terrified.
Terrified in love, terrified in hate.
Terrified in madness, terrified in sadness.
There is no cure for secret men,
Their world is far beyond.
There is a cliff in life that we all must face,
And some of us decide to fall.
The road is narrow for those select few,
Who turn the wrong way and run.
And then there are some who tried to be terrified,
Who naturally hadn't won.
They will go to a place that they will obviously hate,
And never see the Sun.

A Walk

Days go by, thoughts are thick.
To see you cry is not my wish.
I'll comfort you when you are down.
What I will do won't make you frown.
I'll tell a joke. You will laugh.
Get you a Coke, if I can have half.
The night's now warm, so warm at last.
There is no storm, clear sky is cast.
Hold my hand, I'll hold yours.
We'll go to a land, where dreams we'll store.
With each step, fingers locked.
Emotions kept, feelings chalked.
This time with you is dear to me.
I never knew how great you'd be.

Smile

A smile can be warm.
A smile can be great.
They make a difference in love.
They make a difference in hate.
But why does one come
When one thinks they should?
Why cant we smile
Whenever we could?
A smile is bright
And lightens a date.
A smile is a curve
That sets everything straight.

Shine

As long as the Sun is burning.
As long as the stars do shine.
My heart will not stop yearning,
For you to be all mine.
Some nights may be lonely.
Some nights long and drawn.
For you to say "please hold me,"
Is something that I've wished on.
The sun will never seize to burn.
The stars will shine forever.
I think by now it is our turn,
To live our live's together.
Nights will be filled with laughter.
Nights will be filled with fun.
You are the one I've been long after.
You are the shine from all the sun.

Through My Eyes

With two nickels in my pocket
And holes in my shoe.
I wouldn't give a lick,
I'd be in love with you.
Because through my eyes
You'll always be...
The one that I have longed to see.
Whether poor
Or
Whether not.
Weather cold
Or
Even hot.
You'll always be
The one for me
For all of eternity.
So will you let me hear you sing?
I've waited a long time.
Right now I feel like a Royal King,
Because now you're finally mine.

Kiss

Dont plan a kiss.
The reason is this.
Time is important in what makes bliss.
Not a second too early.
Not a second too late.
It makes all the difference in love and hate.
But what is a kiss,
When love takes a shift?
One must be willing
To give as a gift.
For love is love,
And time is time.
Like Sun to a tree,
And wind to a chime.
Without love, a kiss has no feel.
Without time, a kiss is a steal.
You can never be sure,
Of what you might miss.
But it's best not to force
Your time on a kiss.

She's Perfect

Love takes time to develope.
Love takes time to mature.
Love is something special.
Especially with her.
She moves mountains with her words,
And with her kindness too.
My future would be so bright,
If it involved you.
You are the love of my emotion.
You are the smile on my face.
My heart is in full motion,
When you are there to keep the pace.
So though I may not get the chance,
She's the one that I adore.
I'm blessed when I just get a glance,
Because she gives perfect something to strive for.

Listening

Hanging on to every word,
She's everything to me.
She doesnt know that I listen close,
And how pensive I can be.

Bliss

I never knew you,
I only looked.
When I searched for it,
I got hooked.
To a feeling that doesnt exist...
My love's ignorance is bliss.

Drowning

The seagulls sound is soft to me,
They do not screech but sing.
And bring to mind those summer nights,
We could not sleep but cling.
Where they would fly in dark blue night,
All white with stars behind.
While soft, your lips caressed my chest,
Pure song caressed my mind.
But here, soft night-sky’s silent now,
No seagulls sing outside.
In lonely room and dark awake,
I drown in turning tide.

My Love

She brings out smiles in me I’ve never made,
Her love is so unmatched.
The time we spend is not clichéd,
And we can never be detached.
She’s admired and so am I;
Things transpired, we can’t defy.
One plus one and here we are,
A duo only dreamt.
A dream once wished upon a star,
That dream I’m glad I kept.
She’s desired and so am I;
We’ve been inspired from the sky.
The two of us just sit and stare,
Our love made in the heart.
A love that I could not compare,
Or ever break apart.

She is my love in all ways,
She is my love, always.

Sky

Falling from the moonlit sky, raining on my face.
The smell and warmth that you provide with your wonderful embrace.
A shooting start lights the night, across my eyes it flies.
Wish now what it would be like, without all the sad goodbyes.
But now you’re here for good, whatever would I do?
If you weren’t here to watch the sky, the two of us…me and you.

At Loves Beginning

One day it comes, tonight’s the night;
She’ll be a gorgeous sight.
To steal a kiss, perhaps I might;
Don’t want to cause a fright.
The stars are shining, it’s oh so bright;
Look at her, perfect right!
A kiss does come, with a little bite;
She’s always been the perfect height.
A boy is holding his girl so tight;
In his arms tonight.

How delicious the winning
At loves beginning.

The Dance

I pull her close and hold her tight.
Her skin soft, her dress so right.
The music played, it owned the night.
Swaying left, swaying right.
The couples surrounding us have grown.
Yet the two of us feel all alone.
She is the special part of my night.
She only comes in my sight.
I whisper sweet words into her ear.
She smiles as her eye rolls down a tear.
I wipe it away, and give her a kiss.
The feeling inside is nothing short of sweet bliss.
But then the song stops, at half past eleven.
Putting an end to three minutes in heaven.

I Remember

When I looked into your eyes, I knew it was true.
My heart never lies, I was in love with you.
As you stood there just looking around,
My whole body melted, into the ground.
I remember the day,
I remember the time,
I remember the place,
It’s always on my mind.
You looked so good in your t-shirt in jeans.
I remember the night when you were in my dreams.
I wish I could be with you everyday.
Because I love you more than any words can say.

To Look

On this night, most beautiful night,
Attention I’ll pay to you.
Perfect curls, perfect curves,
Perfect in everything you do.
Your dress magnificent, I knew it would.
Your heart so kind, You look so good.
Hand in hand, we walk through the door.
I get choked up and tears I’ll pour.
On this night, most wonderful night,
Attention I’ll pay to you.
I perfect night for me, I hope it was for you.

Time

At first I wasn’t sure, but after time I knew.
The fondest times I’ve had are the times I’ve spent with you.
I look into your eyes, so beautiful and blue.
The one thing that I see, is a future with you.
You mean so much to me, sometimes it may be hard to tell.
I know you are the one, I know you so very well.
Some times may be sour, some times may be sweet.
I look at all the good times, and those are the ones I keep.
At first I wasn’t sure, but after time I knew.
I know for a certainty, that I’m in love with you.

Birthday

Once every summer this day does arrive.
You need not wonder if I’ll be by your side.
I’ll always be near to hold your hand so tight.
There’s no reason to fear our love at first sight.
So smile and grin, for this day is yours.
I hope it has been one that you’d have prayed for.

Order of Creation

Confusion about, the Order of Creation
Plaguing the nation.Taking our scene by storm and becoming the norm.
Character driven by physical lust.
Broken hearts through broken trust.
The game's full of players and the players got game.
Lies, deception and manipulation
Please make way to allow an illustration.
Livin' life in excess, putting on her party dress.
Material girl causin' stress in a mess.
Superficial lingo and flattering phrases,
Cut her to the core and got her caught in mazes.
Stumbling around in pursuit of Mr. Right,
She'll never find light in the shadow of night.
Seeking out stablility on teetering ground,
While looking for her flower in the lost and found.

Shut down, cant you see you've been rejected...
Deep down you know you've always felt neglected.
It's time to make a change, it's time to rearrange.
You're worth demanding more.

What a crying shame, she's caught in the game.
Defacing her name in the struggle for fame.
It's the all to common story, of artificial glory.
Underlying madness, mistaken for gladness.
Tears behind the door from the night before,
Will never hold her back, she'll go back for more.
It's the misinterpretation and lack of education.
It's the illusion and confusion of the Order of Creation...