Insomnia

Sleepless nights. Occupying myself with thoughts and memories that were only once drempt.
These thoughts I have conjured long for their day to spring about. But I am scared for their consequences.
Since these thoughts have come to be, I've realized that love is not forever. I have also realized that people are not what they seem.
Still, my thoughts do their job to keep me up at night. Though I cant just ignore them, but merely keep them floating around.
These thoughts are now a nightmare to me. To know just what could happen. I dont like to think these thoughts.
Just a hint to know that these thoughts arent true would be a comfort to hear and see...